Daymares and Nightdreams

Leap Year

2012-02-20T14:50:00.001-05:00

Besides it being a new year, a year older, and dealing with new problems, everyday is pretty much the same. As of the last time I posted, a lot has happened. It was October when I last updated and now that it's February, I felt that it was time to vent. In October, I pretty much just started speaking and honestly, I don't believe it. As of January fourth, it became the second semester and I had every other class change, except for band. I still have band second period and still deal with, well, you all probably know. So, I haven't been listening to my iPod lately, and I've started texting, which got me in trouble :/. Anyways, I am fifteen and I'm enjoying it. Besides still crushing on a guy friend and him, probably liking me back, and allegedly dating him and another male friend, everything has been kind of good. I feel happier, which is definitely a plus. I can go to school an actually have a pretty good time but still hide my emotions when I come home. I don't want to explain to my mom why I'm so happy and such, after my last experience caused her to think I was in some type of romantic relationship. This semester, well year, I dunno. Everything is the same yet very different. My SS teacher has a funny last name. And makes for very inappropriate jokes, which get even worse because my teach is male. Biology teacher doesn't truly teach, but makes the lesson match with the real world and then we get onto something completely irrelevant. I dunno. And last period is business essentials which is just computers. I need my earbuds fixed so I could listen to Interpol during class, which is allowed. Yeah, so nothing truly exciting but an update.

Oh Noes...

2011-10-28T19:39:00.003-04:00

The last I ever wrote on here might as well have been 3 months ago. So lets start with a recap of each special moment over the last few months.

Later in August
After the vacation was drawing a near close and the time was coming for me to move, I stayed with my mom the last week up until we moved. Besides waiting because it ended up being delayed, we pretty much was indoors, most of it because of Hurricane Irene, which, I have to say, was a weak hurricane. It's like using a Magikarp in Pokemon. Just...sad. Very, very sad. There also wasn't much damage around us, which I pretty much was forced to expect, so yeah. I thought a tree was gonna fall atop us, but nothing did. Nothing but a lot of rain. And some leaves. And winds.
That. Was. It.

Arriving in September
My mom and I took a Greyhound to Atlanta because everyone wanted to be a little bitch and not help us get down there with our luggage. I, personally, felt embarrassed because here we are, a mother and daughter, travelling by Greyhound, carrying our clothes and what-not. We didn't carry anything like actual boxes of our belongings because, if we did, I would die. It's bad enough having three suitcases and such.
Then, a family friend arrived at the bus stop, in which we were driven to our new home. I like it, because it's spacious, but I still don't have my own room and for that, I'm very mad. And, we didn't move to Atlanta like mom kept saying. We live nearly 45 minutes outside of Atlanta, in a place called Lithonia. I expressed my anger about the fact she kept on saying "Atlanta! Atlanta!" when it should have been "Lithonia! Lithonia!" to her a few times.
Then, we spent about a week or two trying to enroll me into school because, down here, they started school the beginning of August, while I was still on my summer vacation. Yeah. My mom got mad because it's a very long, aggravating, and seemingly unnecessary procedure to enroll into school. I then started September 22.

Now that it's October...
I broke a few barriers in my classes; when it comes to me speaking, at least. In band, a few weeks ago, I spoke, back-talked, and what-not, which, in return, had the class saying "We should throw a party!" just because I was mostly silent, so they felt that was a time to celebrate. Then in English, just last Friday (10/21), I was giving a presentation on the island the Lotus-Eaters lived on (because we are in the Odyssey unit and are about done.), which we called "Lotus Island", in which I said "Hi." and my class said "HI." back and I, in return mumbled, "I didn't ask for a reply" in which the class burst into laughter and my teacher was in shock because I hadn't spoken complete words since attending. Or, words like that. That then was another cause to party, in which I am still waiting for about 7 cakes, one for each barrier I broke in each class. Then, in math, a week prior to my English class fiasco, I made a few friends. And I'm not the only new girl because once I started, another classmate (also a girl) started which was (and is) pretty cool. Anyways, 10/14, we had a substitute because our actual math teacher was absent, so we had this male sub. I believe he has an attention disorder because that day, we were having a paper-ball fight and the sub wasn't saying or doing anything about it! And I also made a few more friends that day, (both guys, In which I will cover soon enough something crazy I keep getting asked.). Yeah. That was a nice day. Then, on the Wednesday after, she wasn't there again and my math class had the same male sub and it was much calmer that day than the previous Friday, that's for sure.
Now, I made, somewhat, two guy friends, in which I don't know how I feel about the situation. All I can say is that his best friend asked if we were going out and two of my classmates (one another friend of his, one a friend of mine) both asked, on different days, if I liked him. I said no to all of those questions, but couldn't exactly stop my mouth from going into some psycho girl smirk. Honestly, I would like to know why people think I like him. If I did, then why does it exactly matter?
Anyways, I now have a project to make a newspaper about the Odyssey, with a group, due Monday. We're pretty much done for everything, all we need to do is put everything together.

So, THIS is EVERYTHING, well, a recap of all my favorite memories over the past few weeks I've been in this school.
Adios, and until next time, do not drink and drive, smoke and drive, or drive if you can't drive.

Summer's almost over...

2011-08-19T16:22:00.002-04:00

I haven't written on here since June.
Or finished my math summer packet.
Or updated any of my Word stories.
:/
So, yeah.

I'm currently listening to music, and thinking about what high school would be like when I move to Georgia. Yups, my momma and I are going to move since it was either I stay with my dad or move with her, and, as she knows all too well, I hate decision making like that.
Like, I can make decisions but when it's a choice between family then I'm stumped. Because I don't want to pick who I want to move with or whose BBQ I'm going to. That's not really fair.

So, yes. About a week (or two) ago, she called and asked me what I want to do. I said I dunno and then I had two weeks to make up my mind, which would, in the end, have me move to ATL with her, since, obviously, I'm not gonna make a decision like that within two weeks.

Therefore, I will start anew, again, and....yeah.

alittlefrayed.tumblr.com

2011-06-28T21:56:00.001-04:00

Because I hate to repeat myself and such, just go on my Tumblr and read the High School post. Thanks, loves :)

D-I-N-O-S-A-U-R

2011-06-08T17:07:00.002-04:00

Hello Blogspites :)
Last time I was ever on here, it was January 22, or something like that. Anyways, I've got much more updates on my tumblr (now changed to alittlefrayed.tumblr.com).
In other news, I'm currently happy because tomorrow is Brooklyn-Queens Day and I don't have to wake up to get ready! And I'm going to D.C. on Sunday til Wednesday evening with my ELA teacher (because of a program called CloseUp [google it]).
Anyways, just listening to Echelon by 30 Seconds to Mars, well, its currently was but yeah.
So, yeah.....

Hallo.

2011-01-22T19:07:00.002-05:00

LOL.
Re-reading my old Tumblr posts PROVES how much I might have changed.
I cant believe I didnt want an iPod back then. Okay, so, an iPod and iPod Touch are different in most ways, but its the same difference.
And, well, it dies kinda fast, but thats because:
1) My apps
2) YouTube
3) Sleeping with my music in my ears

Yeah. Ok.
Well, this day went by pretty quick and I'm saddened by that because:
1) Homework

Yupsss. K, bye ♥

Aw

2011-01-08T12:45:00.002-05:00

So, since my birthday was on Wednesday (this past Wednesday aka the fifth) I am super duper happy because the gift I asked for christmas, I got for my birthday instead. And if it don't show up after this blog post, then it's an iPod touch. I know what ur thinking "dude that shizz is so 2006" and I dont really care. Why? Because I finally got what I wished for, besides a camera (which I got) and it's also a webcam. So if this seems jumbled up I'm sorry. Typing on this isn't really that easy so blah.

Realization.

2010-12-28T16:09:00.002-05:00

So, yes. It is my Christmas Break and I have 4 packets to do (ELA, SS, Science, Math).
But, what ever. Oh, and it finally snowed. A day after Christmas (bitchhhh).
ANYWAYS, I ~~really should stop procrastinating on doing my math packet -.-~~ came to the conclusion that I am partly delusional.
Yeah, so, right now, I have Tears for Fears (Shout) vs. Eric Prydz (Pjanoo) *Courtesy of playing DJ Hero on PS3* on pause.
I <3 this song. Yes, I cannot stop dancing to do because its so awesome.
And, it's not the only one. I also have Robot Rock vs. We Will Rock You, and I'm trying to find the other songs.
Ummmm....yeah. So, back to being delusional. I am.
Well, shit. I forgot. I had this HUGE idea to write about something, but, I forgotz.
Well, check out
DearBlankPleaseBlank.com
TheOatMeal.com
MLIA.com

and everything else with it, if you dont already.
And, lets not forget
FailBook.com

That is all.

Scurred

2010-12-17T14:58:00.004-05:00

UPDATED: OMG. Its been a FULL YEAR since i've been a member. I was just casually rereading all the posts throughout my 7th grade year in SC, and my first was published on Wednesday November 11, 2009. Which, ironically, was a day after 11/10/09. I actually missed it, since I'm just now thinking about it. Anyways, HAPPY late ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY :)

so, not to long ago, i changed my gmail pass.
why? because my main gmail (this be secondary) was activated from china.
CHINA!!!!!!!!!!!!! a country half way across the world knew my password.
so, after forgetting the new ones (about three times), i finally settled on a password.
then i thought. and thought. and thought. if they knew that email password, then knowing this one's wouldnt be as hard. so i changed it and a whole lotta crazy stuff happened (had to check the other gmail for password change and my computer wouldnt follow. it was a mess.)
then, i tried logging in blogger with this email (after pass changed) and i couldnt activate my blog.
no, literally. i couldnt even VIEW it. and i wasnt even logged in when i did try. so, i started crying (my insides were sad) on my tumblr (http://hothotbabyimonfire.tumblr.com) and ranted about how i wouldnt ever get to see my precious blogs again and stuff like that. i even promised to not make another since i thought this one was deleted.
(sad part is that the post wasnt posted, so, if it did get posted, ignore the fact that i was sad, hence, i got it back.)
so, since it was about 2 weeks ago, i decided to check and see if it was still gone.
but its not :D
and now im happpppayyy.
so, yes. christmas is in a week :DDDDDDDDDDDD
i gotta trip on tuesday :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
im gonna be 14 on the 5th :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
(supa happay bout that)
so, the end. and yeah.

...Christmas, Christmas Time is Near...

2010-12-03T21:42:00.002-05:00

The title is sung in Alvin and the Chipmunks version.
(Such cute high voices)

So, yes. As of right now, it is December 3rd and my mother is out Christmas shopping.

This year, I didnt want much. Maybe because I realize I'm gonna turn 14 (fourteen!!!) on the 5th of next year.

*Sidenote: I'm not happy about turning 14. It's like, WHERE THE HECK DID ALL MY YEARS GOO???????*
(rant done)

So, I really want a 3DS (and like I said, GOOGLE IT!!!!) and maybe an iPhone.
iPhone because I had a classmate turn 13 last month (13!!! only in 8th grade peoplez.) and her birthday gift????
A iPod Touch.

Then I told my other bff and she was like "There are so many things wrong with that sentence." (I totally agree. Mostly because she turned 13 and got that while I'm gonna be 14 in about 4 weeks and I didn't get an Apple product.)

ANYWAYS, that's all I want this December 25th.

Oh, and I want the 3DS because it is a 3D DS.
In other words, Wikipedia says that it has 2 cameras, a VIDEO RECORDERRRRRRRRRR (major bonus points. The rest don't got that!!!), and 3D switch so you can make your game 3D or not, and another d-pad....thing.

*Sidenote: Just Googlelize "3DS" and click on the Wikipedia link and awe at the photo.*
*Oh, and it isn't available in the Americas til March 2011.
Yeah, that means that China gets it first. It releases in February 2011 there. (Stinking awesome lucky peoplez.)*
-rant over-

So, yes. That is it and that is all.

Have a awesome Christmas. And if your birthday is December 25th, then you are one lucky b-- witch >:)

Not a Day too Late

2010-11-20T12:11:00.002-05:00

Hello viewers :)
It's time for an update.
Upcoming Events
Lil bro turns One! next Friday :D
Science essay about 7 New York Owls due Monday and I havent started yet (procrastinator pro)
I Love <3 these songs: (It's a crap-load long)
WMD (Windows Media Player) deleted the list of unsaved songs I just recently played. The recent list isnt it.
I should really get started on Upcoming Event #2.
My phone is back on :D Now i just need to gather all mah friends and have a texting spree.
etc, etc.

Words Microsoft Words Processor hates
texted
texting
iPod
iHome
Nel
tAYlor

and a lot more random used words.
Yes, I was shocked that they allow 'text' but not texting and texted.
And they allow iPhone.
Fail.

I LOVE:
OMG-FACTS.COM
SixBillionSecrets.com
and the other sites listed on the heading bar :)
(I love these most)

I will OFFICIALLY BE CROWNED a OFFICIAL TEENAGER
On the 5th of January :DDDDDDDDDDD
Can't wait to be 14
I'll feel old in a super excited way
My Birthday WishList
a Nintendo 3DS (GoogleChrome it ;)
Any portable Apple product (iPhone/iPod)
No school (i wish)
and a BIG OLE HUG :DDDDD

It's very early of me to be up and blogging, but it's been a while
So, ima start my owl essay (7 frickin birds in an essay !!!) and then enjoy the trip at Princeton University on Monday (part of upcoming events, but if i dont hand in that essay by Monday, then i cant go)

Miley Cyrus - Can't Be Tamed

2010-05-08T20:55:00.000-04:00

Soooo.....

2010-05-08T20:49:00.003-04:00

i just posted a new blog on my tumblr account.
(http://hothotbabyimonfire.tumblr.com)
yeah, and i guess the link i used wasnt the right one. i tried posting miley cyrus's 'cant be tamed' lyric video from hollywood records's youtube channel.
(you should already know that URL. dont? must be slow, new, or late, or never heard of hollywood records.
http://youtube.com/hollywoodrecords the shortcut :D)
so, i am currently listening to hadouken's "crank it up" and "rebirth" over and over again.
honestly, i heard "rebirth" off shane dawson
(http://youtube.com/shanedawsontv or shanedawsontv2 OR shane. all youtube accounts. song mostly on the first or second one.)
and i got hooked.
so, i am sick and i really dont feel like updating this. yea, im very outta it so check out my blog on my tumblr account.

I Can't Be Tamed.

2010-05-01T15:11:00.002-04:00

I dont really like Miley. Though, this song is starting to grow on me. She's finally growing up.

Good job.

United State

2010-04-21T20:53:00.002-04:00

my title looks awkward w/o the "s" at the end of state.
anyways, listen to and download dj earworm's united state of pop years 2009-2007.
yeah, that includes 2008.
but if there are any more from the past, send me a link?
i just recently heard those.
they're awesome.
but i love 2008 the most.
and 2007.
i love 2009 too, but of course they are all the most played and recent songs.
anyways, thats it.
k,bye

April

2010-04-09T23:37:00.002-04:00

im currently helping my aunt help her boyfriend find his way on myspace.
people over 40 shouldnt have myspace.
its not their nature.
im still on my spring break.
it was long and im hoping these last two days will be worth the while.
im also loving the black veil brides.
tbh, the lead singer is pretty cute.
but dont tell anyone i said that.
i NEVER tell my crushes to online people.
unless they are my best friend and its over messages or phone.
plus, my aunt is RIGHT behind me on her laptop so its pretty awkward.
oh, and whats a bard?
check my profile so you know.
k, bye lovelys

BOOOOO YEEEAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!

2010-03-31T21:35:00.002-04:00

guesss what?
MY spring break starts after i get home fro school 2morrow :DDDD
& i dont return til the 12th
uhhuh i rock xD
anyways, there are NINE WEEKS LEFT OF SKOOL!!!!
THAT IS RITE FOO!!!
lolllll
im hyper and happy cuz we get to dress CASUALLY tomorrow :D
update you later

Reptilia...

2010-03-30T00:24:00.002-04:00

Yes, this is my current obsession.

He seemed impressed by the way you came in.
"Tell us a story
I know you're not boring"

I was afraid that you would not insist.
"You sound so sleepy
just take this, now leave me"

I said please don't slow me down
If I'm going too fast
You're in a strange part of our town...

Yeah, the night's not over
You're not trying hard enough,
Our lives are changing lanes
You ran me off the road,
The wait is over
I'm now taking over,
You're no longer laughing
I'm not drowning fast enough.

Now every time that I look at myself
"I thought I told you
this world is not for you"

The room is on fire as she's fixing her hair
"you sound so angry
just calm down, you found me"

I said please don't slow me down
If I'm going too fast
You're in a strange part of our town...

Yeah, the night's not over
You're not trying hard enough,
Our lives are changing lanes
You ran me off the road,
The wait is over
I'm now taking over,
You're no longer laughing
I'm not drowning fast enough.

On my mind

2010-03-28T16:38:00.002-04:00

i am the biggest loser ever.
i stalked mp3rocket for any rock songs.
im listening to "reptilia" right now,again
i love.
no lie.
took me forever to find the songs and choose which ones i should download.
but my fave has to be....
damnit, i forgot T_T
ima failure
btw, today is my grandma's birthday :D
buhbye

hello

2010-03-15T21:12:00.002-04:00

hiii bloggers.
i would like to thank you all for viewing me
:)
i kinda doubt you even read these.
who knows?
uhh...
stupid daylight savings almost made me late for school
7:09 am is late,but i was early. very early ;)
i also fell.
you shouldve been there.
HILARIOUS!!!!!!!!!
im also setting a goal to be a more nicer person.
i wonder how long thatll last
-.-
maybe not long.
SO MUCH GOING ONNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!
TESTS,TESTS,AND EVEN MORE TESTS!!!!!!!!!!
stress causes breakouts and breakouts causes acne.
IM TOO YOUNG FOR PROACTIVE!!!!!!!!!!!
well, thats it
til next time.....

:l

2010-03-09T22:32:00.002-05:00

i feel blank. and its past 10:30 pm.
ona SCHOOL NIGHT.
so, im gonna change my layout.
pink is soo....barbie.
speaking of barbie, today is her 51st b-day or something.
LIKE GOLLY GEE SHES OLD!!!
what happened to the wrinkles?
i guess thats the price of being a plastic.
ima go on tumblr and post a picture post.
have a good day blogger.
& dont miss me too much.
&+ i might come back with a new layout.

March

2010-03-07T22:26:00.001-05:00

its march.
golly gee.where did the days go. ???
ANYWAYS :D
i gotz mi laptop & yes i posted it on almost EVRRY website imma member of.
well,its late,im bored,and yea.im on my laptop :D

formspring.me

2010-02-28T16:39:00.001-05:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/randomaddict

Fun

2010-02-07T16:52:00.002-05:00

I think I may admire Miss Princess Peach.I just have a few questions though.

Is she related to Mario and Luigi?i kind of thought they were cousins or something since

Mario and Luigi are brothers.Turns out she's a friend of theirs or Mario's wifey/girlfriend or

something of that sort.I honestly dont know.

Now for Miss Daisy over here,is she Peach's sister/cousin?Is she dating,or married to, Luigi?

Why isnt she as popular as the rest?I wont know but you might.Anyways,thats it.

If you can find an answer to my questions then I thank you.

K,bye.

Random

2010-02-07T03:44:00.000-05:00

"What a beautiful chocolate man."
i love WHiTE CHiCKS.its awesome.
fa lalalalalala.in my school,they give out interventions.
so it went like this.
(playing ELA Jeporady)
the question was something like 5th consequence or sumthing like that.
Katlyn:The answer's intervention.
Me:Doesnt that mean getting sober?
Katlyn:*laughing*
Me:What?!Thats a TV show!
i love my random convos.
1000 ways to die reaks pure
AWESOMENESS!!!!
awh.my ds is dying :(
i'll be back.later.
k.
BYE.
ADIOS.
VUVU SHAY ACQ WA!
LmFAO

Wasted -.-

2010-02-07T03:32:00.000-05:00

morning.i think.
-__-
im pretty wasted
but not in that way.
just cant sleep.and i gotta tumblr.
daisybud09.tumblr.com
its under construction rite now.
icant sleep and it really irks me.
like a lot.....A LOT.

Sleep

2009-11-23T01:58:00.001-05:00

its almost 2 am & i cant sleep.
thank god for the dsi and internet.
im bored and not really tired.
i have school later on today & tomorrow.
YESH.
only 2 DAYS of SCHOOL :D
well,ima try to sleep and dream wonderful dreams :)
goodnight

TGTIF

2009-11-12T20:12:00.002-05:00

TGTIF aka Thank God Tomorrow Is Friday.
i made it up myself.
so yeah really.
its friday tomorrow.
and im supa glad.
no school for 2 days.
and i get to chillaxa xD
in other news,i gotta science project to do.
actually,i did it.
i just started yesterday
and its due tomorrow
on friday
wahwahwahwahwah
so im just kinda scared
that i might fail
and being a epic failure
is soooo not at the top
of my list
i already got my name
spread to ALMOST
every 7th grader
@ FMS!
and that sucks
when it was because of a rumor
and i just wanted to make my first
year the best
but i gotta kill
certain people
and have then assinated
before i die before
the end of the school year
but i have a BFF who
is the coolest most dramatic
(in a good way) person i know
yes.be jealous
she might be coolor than you
but if your famous and everything
then you would PWN
so i gotta go
back to being bored
to prepare for a horrid
school year
that
awaits
me
ok
bye
now
peace
♥

Wah,wah,wah,wah,wah

2009-11-11T15:34:00.002-05:00

its wednesday no doubt.there was no school today either :D but if there was then i might be waiting for my bus right now :
ANYWAYS,im pretty bored and i changed my layout and photo.yeah.yeah.
so i hope this wont mean that my photos will get jocked because that will be just the weirdest thing in history.
it will be really weird though if someone had my photo on twitter or myspace or facebook or any other site.
haha but hopefully it wont happen...i hope.
IN OTHER NEWS,i just finished "the princess diaries:princess in waiting" by meg cabot and honestly she is my new fave author.
who heard of the mediator books?
suze,paul,jesse,father dom....
dont ring a bell?ok then i cant tell you about it.
now im onto princess in pink.
seriously,pink rocks.
its the coolest color in history no doubt.
well.i gotta science project to do right about now.so byeeee

Intro...

2009-11-11T02:15:00.000-05:00

So Im guessing this first post of supposed to be about me?Haha.NOT.Basically,all I can say about myself is that Im a an only child,I grew up in New York,Im a average (and probably above average) student,and I live my life my own effing way.I dont usually curse but there s a first for everything right?

So,I got me some pretty cool BFFs.They cooler than PB&J.So I guess my faves come up now huh?

I love Pepsi.

Pink is my favorite color.

I had 8 cats for pets.

McDonald's is love.

Martin Johnson from Boys Like Girls is pretty much life.

Thats it..for now :)

buhbye